W3n S2e

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date: Friday, November 19, 2010
time:11:20 AM

我已经不知道我该如何，
心已经死了一半。。。。
已经失去了信心。。。
我学会了不在乎。。。
不在乎就没有伤害。。。
现在我只能尽量改变自己。。。
尽量的维持现状。。。
尽量让我的伤口愈合，
不让我另外一半的心随着伤害而死去。。。
所谓哀莫大于心死，
一旦心死了，
不管做多少的努力都无法挽回。。。
曾经，
我相信天长地久，
现在，
我已经不相信了。。。
只抱着能多久就多久的态度。。。
至少，
拥有那短暂的回忆。。。

心，
请你尽快愈合。。。
让我找回自己。。。

如果，
尽了努力，
还是不行，
那，
我们说再见吧。。。
成为最熟悉的陌生人。。。

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title: 再一次
date: Thursday, November 18, 2010
time:5:22 PM

再一次哭泣，

再一次受伤，

再一次失望，

再一次疲倦，

再一次想放弃...

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date: Monday, November 15, 2010
time:2:32 PM

Suppose i have a lot of things to update in my blog..

But due to my lazyness...

My blog become a dead blog again..

HAiz...

Sem 2...

Much more challenging than i expect...

A lot of unhappy things happen..

I thought it would be much better but it's totally different..

A lot of thing happend make me feel stress...

I even think of let go ...

But i cant...

I dont want to give up some thing that i had work hard for so long...

But,

I cant control my tempered...

Maybe i too care ,

so,

a small matter in my eyes it seems like very serious...

I make the situation more tense...

I had change...

Is it because I too care?

or other factors?

I have no idea...

Just feel tired...

I try hard not to bother..

But every time once i feel that i put a lot of effort in it,

It must be something happend ..

then,

just feel like my effort is not been appreciated....

Maybe i just try not to care that much...

Two is better than one..

But now,

i got a feeling like I'm alone...

So helpless....

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title: Dead blog
date:
time:2:30 PM

dEaD BlOG

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